Is Your Relationship with Money Like a Bad Reality TV Show?

Ever feel like your relationship with money is like a bad reality TV show? One minute, everything feels wonderful, and you’re on top of the world. Then, suddenly, it feels like the rug has been pulled out from under you. A sale didn’t go through, unexpected bills show up, and forgotten expenses start piling up, draining your energy and joy.

And then… that familiar anxiety creeps back in.
It doesn’t come alone; it brings its annoying friends: self-doubt, self-judgment, and shame.

Why Does This Happen?

Money relationships can get complicated. And guess what? It’s not your fault.

Our money stories often begin in childhood. Let me share an example:

Jen* remembers being five years old and seeing a beautiful new doll at the store that she wanted so badly. When she asked her mom for it, her mom responded, with a voice tinged with sadness, "You can't have it; we can't afford it."

Now, as a mom myself,...

Uncovering Money Trauma and Its Origins

Healing Currency Blog Series: Part 1 of 4

When we think of "trauma," money might not be the first thing that comes to mind. Yet, for so many of us, money trauma runs deep, impacting our decisions, our emotions, and our entire sense of freedom and worth. Money trauma isn’t about how much is in our bank account—it’s about the weight, fear, and limitations we carry from past experiences and family patterns.

Today, we’ll begin exploring this often-hidden layer in our lives. Let’s uncover what money trauma is, where it originates, and why understanding its roots can open doors to a healthy, empowering relationship with money.

What Is Money Trauma?

Money trauma is any significant, negative emotional reaction related to money or finances. It could be the anxious clench in your stomach when an unexpected expense arrives or the stress that comes from feeling limited or even trapped by your financial situation. Money...

Is Your Relationship with Money Like a Bad Reality TV Show?

Ever feel like your relationship with money is like a bad reality TV show? One minute, everything feels wonderful, and you’re on top of the world… and the next, it feels like the rug has been pulled out from under you. A sale didn’t go through, unexpected bills show up, and forgotten expenses start piling up, sucking the life out of you.

And then… that familiar anxiety creeps back in.
It doesn’t come alone; it brings its annoying friends: self-doubt, self-judgment, and shame.

Why Does This Happen?

Here’s the thing: money relationships can get complicated. And guess what? It’s not your fault.

Our money stories often begin in childhood. Let me share an example:

Jen* remembered being five years old, seeing a beautiful new doll in the store that she wanted so badly. When she asked her mom for it, her mom responded, voice tinged with sadness, "You can't have it; we can't afford it."

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“So you were talking about Numerology… but now you are talking about Money?”

Someone asked me this the other day. Fair enough. This powerful connection may not be obvious... YET. 

Yes, I am.  And here’s why.

When I teach people Numerology… their intuition opens up in the MOST beautiful ways. They learn to trust themselves. They understand the currents and the flows of energy in the universe. They understand alignment… and how to BE in alignment… and can share this with others too.

However… when I see people attempt to share their magical gifts with the world… I see soooo many people tense up. Freeze. Get riddled with insecurity and indecision… and it’s like a heavy weight on their intuition.

Money and Business can create a heavy burden on those who are sensitive to energy. It can limit their ability to share their gifts with the world.

In working with thousands of people over the years… I have...

This might feel super annoying... I know it did to me, when I first realized this. But now that I know, I can't unsee it

Your relationship with Money and your ability to be creative are at the same set point

The degree to which you feel safe and secure with Money is directly proportionate to the degree to which your life force energy is lit up.

It makes sense, doesn’t it? But it might also be a little... cringy... when you realize how MUCH these two elements are intertwined.

When we are in fear, in scarcity, in lack… it’s near impossible to be creative.

And yet… to grow and expand our income, to come up with creative business ideas, to build our body of work, to share it with others, to be compensated for our gifts...
REQUIRES our creativity.

‍‍‍ Kinda feels like a catch-22 doesn’t it?  Or the chicken and the egg problem….

You need Money to be creative.
You need to be creative to make Money ‍

And we can swirl...